the effects of my last relationship are almost gone during my last relationship I was at one of my lowest even having bad thoughts my sleep schedule was wack and to say this I'm not trying to make them look like a bad guy but me being with a person who was so attached to me that they would not let me take naps and there's way more to it but to say there was a Lil controlling and they were very attached to me made me learn not to get with another person like that to say that they kept me from being myself that's not true what kept me from being myself is the thought of me losing them I want to go by any pronouns but if I did that with them they wouldn't date me which scared me and I realized that was not good so I broke up with them I'm saying this because iv changed a lot since and it's made me learn my breaking points to say that our relationship was toxic is an understatment we loved eachother so much but it didint work out for so many reasons so what im saying is that if you see your relationsip like this

you might wanna think about breaking up because its terrible and i don't want anyone going through what i did

don't attack this person if you know who they are I'm just saying my experiences and I'm so happy that I'm out of that relationship I'm much happier and I feel like i can be who i am i don't need someone to love me for who I am if they don't like it then they can leave because I'm not risking not being myself for someone who doesn't love me for who I am they loved the thought of me being a woman and i didn't just want to be a woman i wanted to go by all pronouns and not care about my gender and they didn't like it so i left

it's okay we all go through things in our lives you don't have to be sorry and thank you so much I hope so too, and yuh yuh i will :D I gotta go to my neighbor's house now I love you and stay safe ill be back on later 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖