Made a mistake

4 comments
BriarBlue[OP]
31.08.2020 06:15
LinkI pretty much haven't thought about FA since I left, but tonight I made the mistake of coming to check on my account.
BriarBlue[OP]
31.08.2020 06:17
LinkWell, it's not mine anymore; I had a friend lock it so I couldn't get back in.
All I felt was that familiar stress and worry about what people were saying about me, or if they were stealing or copying my art. And surprise surprise, that doesn't feel nice
BriarBlue[OP]
31.08.2020 06:20
LinkBut I also felt a pain inside me. I miss my friends. I miss all the random people who would comment sweet and encouraging things, I miss having my qts and bbs, if you will
I do miss my account and the community. I have to constantly be reminding myself of the portion of stress that was lifted off of me, and how FlipAnim was a dark cloud looming over me whenever I thought about it
BriarBlue[OP]
31.08.2020 06:23
LinkMy insta is briar.blue, please hmu. I miss you guys but I'm not rejoining the community that crumbled my self worth and made me hurt myself to such a deep extent