mu friends say that in the hallways i look like im scared for my life like the grim reaper is behind me or something😭 and thn i get silly sometimes and make funny nooises and do my duolingo i love learning spanish so fun!!!!! but then mu friends start draeing inappropriate things on eachothers papers and arguing jokingly but ibliterally lose my shit . Almost punched my brother today and grabbed him by his drawstrings an pulled down very hard. Also i threatened my friend she lookrd kinda of scared and then dhe called me the alpha and they kept calling me stupid shit look i love my friends but there was wway too much going on i literally almost freaking attacked them

also i keep vocal stimming infront of my friendsm. And today my friend says "omg __ youre so quirky" and i got rlly mad. Also I LITERLY WROTE ,"im TRANSGENGER" ON MY PAPAER AND THEY READ IT AND THEY DODNT EVEN ASK ABOUT IT I THEY KEPT CALLING ME BY MY DEADDBAME AND USING SHE/HER maybe i should jusy be completely upfront about it aand be like. "Im tramsgender. Call me lukas. He him. Thanks"

i just dontonow how to say it tothek thelp

my friend keeps asking about my gf and i wish he would stop like its none of your business. I didnt even mean to tell him but URGHHH SCREAMS