I must say this. I feel at fault. I feel like ever since I came here I was just a burden. Because, it seemed as though everyone was going through shit or leaving or having suicidal thoughts. Before I came, apparently it was all ok. But now? Two or more people have given up, more than three of my friends on here have left (and the ones irl are moving), and I've just been in deeper and deeper social anxiety. I only wish I could help those I have hurt. Or to at least help them with their problems. You can admit your true feelings about me, I completely understand if you hate me. I'm just a burden. A nobody, you could say. Someone who just shouldn't be who— and where— they are. I'll be ok in a few hours, maybe a few days. But right now is not an ok time for me. Sorry. For everything I've done everything that happened, and especially I'm sorry for Leo and Illusion. ...