So uh In September, we moved to a new house. My first home to NOT be an apartment. I was excited as hell until I found out I would switch schools. I never would have imagined this. Because school isn't the best anymore. My teachers expect me to understand perfectly without having anything explained to me. I can barely focus, and the teachers don't give two shits. People tolerate me, at most. My old friends don't talk to me anymore, and my new ones feel false. Ones who aren't my friends? I hear them talk about me behind my back. It's as if I'm not giving them a chance. School now feels like all stress, anxiety, and focus issues for me now. The bright side can get hard to find.

My mind turns to myself when it comes to problems, too. So it now puts every problem ever in a big box called, "MY FAULT." so haha

I apologize. Just needed to get stuff out 😎