im sick of you calling me names like 'pathetic' has it not occurred to you that maybe that hurts so ****ing much coming from someone im supposed to call 'mom' you guilt trip me by calling yourself a bad mom and how you're a shit person and you know what, you ****ing are. You are a toxic piece of shit i can't wait to leave in a nursing home. my turning 18 can't come any ****ing faster. In ten days i only have two more years to deal with your bullshit.

im so ****ing done with you, i hate existing because of you. You treat me like a slave and make me do favors. their not even that, i even told you that, a favor is where i do something for you and later you pay me back your ****ing answer was 'i gave you life' excuse me? i never ****ing asked to be here and the fact you used that as an answer pisses me off you also think that means you admaticly deserve respect and you don't. you treat me like shit so i retaliate. **** you.

who ever liked my vent **** you too.