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Ren frowned, cupping his cheeks "Please tell me?"

Ren's eyes gave a slightly annoyed gaze.

Ren tilted his head in confusion.

Ren frowns "I know..." was all he answered with, laying his head against his shoulder "But I'm gonna fix that really soon..." he whispers nuzzling his neck.

Ren didn't say anything.

Ren frowned when pushed, tilting his head.

"No-" Ren answered sternly and quickly.

Ren sat on his legs to keep them down and used his hands trying to keep him still, being shockingly strong for his size though obviously struggling.

Ren huffed "NO-" He snapped a bit.

Ren flinched a bit "Why do you want him and not me!? Why am I so different?"

Ren flinched again, the hearts in his eyes cracking.

Ren stood up and silently walked to the door, unlocking it and leaving. He locked it back and stomped up the steps.

ren was gone for a long while and glass could be heard shattering upstairs along with footsteps and what seemed to be Ren yelling at and scolding himself.

Ren eventually could be heard coming back down, walking in and not bothering to lock the door back. He now had bandages over his hands.

Ren walked over and sat in his lap just hugging him silently.

Ren nuzzled into his neck with a sigh and sniffle "I'm sorry..."

"I can't...." Ren hugged him tighter.

Ren flinched, holding him tighter "I just can't!"

"I-i can't!" Ren sniffled again tearing up.

Ren began sobbing the second those first four words hit him, refusing to move only hugging him tighter as his sobbing got harder at his last words due to u h m unimportant backstory reasons.

"I-...I can't.." Ren says through his sobs.

Ren sniffles "B-but I don't want help...I w-want you."

Ren hesitantly let go of his and sat up wiping his own eyes "I...I don't want you to leave me...b-but now- I-" Ren's words were getting shuffled and hard ti understand, he was tired and very upset.

Ren yawned and leaned back on him "You'd never come back i-if I let you go would you...?"

Ren sniffled "I thought so..."

"I-...I don't know....I should- but i'll never see you again..A-and I don't know if I c-can handle that.."

Ren was very conflicted about his choice.

Ren slowly moved, his hands fiddling with the ropes but not undoing them. "Would you please..please com back if I do this? I-it doesn't even have to be to the house or alone...A-anything to not completely lose you?"

Ren frowned "I need a solid answer....Please?"

"I-i know...B-but it doesn't have to be here o-or just the two of us...I-i know this is really f-****ed up but I really really t-think i'll snap or something if you just leave and never return..."

Ren smiled a bit "O-okay..." He gently began to untie him.

Ren slowly and hesitantly climbed off of him when he was done.

ok)

yay) Ren scooted away a bit, a little scared seeing as Jericho was much bigger than him and he didn't exactly know what he'd do now free.

Ren flinched at the hug blushing lightly "Thanks..." He mutters, the hearts in his eyes slowly cracking more.

"R-really?" Ren looked up at him, his eyes lighting up happily aside from the cracks in the small hearts.

Ren slowly pulled from the hug "O-okay...well here we should go upstairs so you can go."

Ren hesitated wanting to grab his hand but preventing himself and just opening the door to lead him up.

Ren sighed when they got upstairs "Wait here please.." He says before running upstairs.

Ren came back down, handing Jericho his phone and a few other things he'd got off of him.

"Sorry- A-also he tried to call...A-a few times." Ren mutters.

"Yeah..." Ren frowned, the hearts in his eyes finally breaking in two as his eyes filled with tears again.

Ren sniffled, his eyes continuing to fill with tears "I know..." He sniffled.

Ren waved goodbye as tears streamed down his cheeks.

omg nocry but also- Y e S )

Ren perked up but hesitated to go to the door, he was currently re-bandaging his hands. He got up and walked to the door opening it.

Ren smiled "Hi!" The hearts in his eye looked as they did when Jericho and Ren first met. His bandages extended farther then when he'd first bandaged them.

Ren didn't seem to mind, shutting the door behind him "I'm glad you did..."

"As good as I can be I suppose...you?" Ren sat on the couch in the living room.

Ren tried his best to seem sorry but a tiny smile made it's way to his expression, hiding his face when he felt himself smile. "I-i'm sorry..."

"But it's my fault..." Ren uncovered his face, scratching at his bandaged palm.

Ren looked at him with apologetic eyes.

"O-okay.." Ren looked at the floor, being much more nervous and awkward when not in control of the situation. He hands would shake and tremble slightly.

his not he-)

-eebeE) Ren blinked and looked at him "O-oh...sure."

Ren watched him, his face flushing as all the normal stalkerish thoughts hit him in this situation. He hesitantly moved you pet Jericho's head.

Ren smiled a bit as well, continuing to pet his head.

Ren giggled softly.

Ren gently caressed his cheek.

Ren yelped softly when hugged.

Ren wiggled and squirmed a tiny bit.

Ren looked at him, stopping his squirming and blushing heavily.

"You're the one who hu-" Ren just smiled and sighed a bit and hugged him back taking the moment while he had it "Nope!"

Ren smiled more, closing his eyes and sighing happily..

Ren looked at him and tilted his head "Hm..?"

Ren blushed a bit and glanced away "Of course...I-it's not like I'd be able to get over you in a night."

Ren blinked in shock "W-wait- You're saying all o-of this right after I-...?" He was flustered and confused yet very happy.

sorry had to eat dinner ;w;)

"I want to! Oh I really do! But...you s-said all that stuff yesterday I thought you wouldn't wanna do that even if y-you split..." The hearts in Ren's eyes crack slightly just thinking about it.

Ren blinked in shock and did as told, kissing him passionately.

Ren wrapped his arms around Jericho's neck moving closer.

Ren let him, opening his lips a bit more to give him free reign over his mouth, his hands moving to run through Jericho's hair.

Ren squeaked softly in pleasure into the kiss.

Ren tensed slightly yet his eyes looked eager and desperate.

Ren wiggled his hips impatiently as the rubbed, whimpering softly.

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"Well- I've never topped so-...not really?" Ren blushed a bit.

Ren turned red "Well if you'd like m-me too try it then I would gladly..."

Ren let him , biting his lip a bit. Ren's sides and torso were riddled with faded scars, whip and burn wounds it seemed and a huge healed gash.

Ren shuddered when Jericho reached his neck.

Ren tensed slightly, wincing a tiny bit despite not being in pain. The hearts in his eyes cracked slightly.

Ren nodded "Yeah- S-sorry-" He tried to give a reassuring smile though his eyes were very nervous.

Ren frowned "N-no it's fine!"

Ren sat up a bit and sighed "Yeah- sorry I thought I could do it..." He seems frustrated with himself.

"I-i dunno....I guess anything...I-i might be fine with just fingers or something but you wouldn't get anything in return..."

Ren glanced away blushing "Well- where else?"

Ren blushed, parting his lips a bit.

Ren allowed him to, gently sucking at the finger.

Ren blushed as he realized this, sucking at the fingers still.

Ren bite's his lip in eager waiting.

Ren whimpered softly in pleasure, a little tense.