Death is so not real

I don't even know when it happened

I'm oing to relapse

what do I even say to her family idk idk what I'm going to do I have to leave in half a. Hour to go on a week long trip

we were just there we were just barely there where she died but everything was okay nothing happened I wasn't even there this time

nvm my friend talked me out of it

I'm okay

I'm not going to say all the details for her sake but one of my friends died a little while ago