How could you.. Even like someone like me? I vent too much, I look like a hoodrat, I type too fast and cant get the words right, Im too lazy to go back and fix it.. Im a huge cry baby.. I cant even think straight when Im tired and Im always tired, I used editor on my photos to help fix the purple undereye I have, I get constantly pucked on for not eating because they think Im too fat, Ive had kids take my lunch and tell me I shouldnt eat so Ive stopped. I have people force me to eat because now I cant eat, I can sleep fine, I have anxiety, Im a jackass, I hate people touching me unless I know them, I have these weird mood swings I talk too much, I dont like washing my hair, I hate the smell of salt, I vent way too often, I complain when I know there are people who have it worse than Me then I just cant even love you right.. Why are you even with me? And don't. You. Dare say "youre beautiful" because Im not.. I'm really ****ing not..

No I'm ****ing not.. I'm an awful person.. Everything that goes on around here.. Its my fault.. I cause the pain and the damage to other people.. I maje people sad.. I'm so ****ing ignorant.. I try to keep it cool.. But I just cant.. 😭😭😭😭😭

But the only thing ever do is cry... I'm ****ing crying right now... I just took like two bites of food and I feel like I'm going to puke.. Im ****ing anorexic and ugly as hell.. Im overemotional... On top of it all.. The fireworks are giving me and my dog anxiety 😭😭😭😭😭 Please help...

Thanks.. T×T I'm going to stop ranting now... You dont need to hear all of this.. Thank you.. *hugs* T×T

Im feeling a little better... Thanks.. ^^° you really helped.. *kisses him*

Thanks.. Love you.. Have sweet dreams..

Hhhhh...