my moms pure evil. and so is my sister. they all laugh at me when i cry, and my sister tries to convince me to kill myself. i hate myself, and some small part of me believes i should, but the rest of me says that im not a nobody like my mom says, and some people love me. i just wish i had big bro. he was the only one who ever cared. my mom just got done practically beating me. i got a chance, so i hit her back. then she resumed insulting me, reminding me that i was nobody and unwanted.