new anime is so good :}
pickle chin birthday is my fa
part 1
Part for an MAP
Balloon Birthday Dog
I don't love you
frisk
Huh.
by:
NewAnimationFan 
2022
2022
10.02.2026
39 comments
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:15
LinkI told myself I wouldn't
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:16
LinkI told myself I'd never hurt myself again and that I'd get better and fitter and healthier and look where all of that's gotten me
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:16
LinkI'll take any pain over this. Anything.
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:28
LinkI don't know why I keep going on. When will I start realising this is serious and I could die. What's even the point man what can I even do I get no privacy and can't go out on my own without my parents permission I only get to hide away at my girlfriends house after college for a couple of hours to avoid the stress of this shitty ****in home ugh
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:29
LinkIt hurts so ****ing bad a couple little cat scratches isn't enough to distract me from this constant agony
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:29
LinkLalalaallaa
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:31
LinkHow can I tell people not to cut then do this
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:31
Link****ing hypocrite don't you have any common sense
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:36
LinkThey handed me razors during college to do some carving and I couldn't help myself I couldn't do anything major anyway I wouldn't be able to hide it why am I even trying to excuse how much of a pussy I am to cut deep enough to really have to get medical attention over it
NewAnimationFan[OP]
10.02.2026 04:36
LinkLol
I literally can't relax or rest or enjoy myself or do anything my entire body constantly hurts and aches and feels liek it's failing me and I'm so stressed all the time from all of my surroundings and my family and the fact I have no friends I'm still fearing death every night because I'm stupid and don't look after myself I'm starving my stomach twists and pains me constantly but if I eat I'll just get fatter and fatter and kill myself even faster
I know this probably won't help but I'll try, I know the body pains aren't fun and annoying to go through every night I can't even imagine what that's like, especially if you're thinking about it so much.. but I just ask that you don't do anything to yourself ena, I genuinely care about you so much and I don't know what I'd do if I lost you, I know we've had moments but that doesn't step in the way of the fact that youre my friend and you always will be, but you need to eat ena, starving yourself will not help your body pains.. I know it's really hard to eat but you need to try your best okay? This is probably all white noise to you because I truly don't know what you're going through and I don't know what to say to help because I'm not a medical professional I'm just a random girl on the internet, but what I can say is that I'll always be by your side and I hope and pray you will be okay one day, happy with life and what you've gotten. I love you so much I can't put it into words
And there's not much else I can say, and I do understand that. Sometimes what you need is to rant to people who will listen.
I understand and I don't seek help from yoy or anyone from that matter because I know there's no saving me now all I can do is pathetically cry out on every corner of the Internet I can reach to . What's even my goal I font know I'm honestly just killing time at this point. Every time I eat I feel worse I feel as though I deteriorate by the second. Thank you though, I honestly really hate to say things like this to you because I know yoy don't know how to help and we will just go in circles because I won't get better but I don't want to leave you in the dark either especially if i were going to die and leave you forever
I love you too pug. If there's any message I want you to know for sure if I were to go is that I've always loved you and you've always been one of my greatest friends, I think you're truly a treasure
Ena stopp you're gonna make me cry you gotta try to push through 😭😭😭😭
No it's okay I get emotional easily too.. but you really are something special pug and I want you to know that and remember that for as long as you need, think about how amazing you are when you're feeling down yourself
Look, I know you probably hear this a lot but you do gotta try to look on the bright side, thinking of the positives is all you can do when you're surrounded by negativesss I know I know it's really really hard to especially when you're going through that kind of thing.... My mindset is to just be a light in such a dark world. I believe in you and I'll be by your side every step through this!!!!! If I could give you a big big hug I would, sometimes that's just what you need. Comfort from someone you care about.. and I can see how that's hard with your family ☹️.. have you tried to talk to your girlfriend about any of this.......
Thanks tophat for blowing up my dms with Tyler the creator gifs during thst it's exactly what I needed bruh
I have I speak to her about it all the time and I feel awful for doing it because she fets so worried j know she doesn't know how to help either but I just need to tell someone and I don't know why I just need to get it all out I don't even want sympathy or help I just need to cry out and have the world see how desperate I am. I try to be a light when I can but things always make me flicker and shut down entirely
And that's completely understandable, sometimes you need a good cry and comfort. She sounds like an amazing girlfriend and I'm so glad that you've found someone that makes you happy!!!! Sometimes just crying is what you need, it's a strange way of comfort but it helps.
Do you have a plushie you like, maybe you can hug it .. it's what I do when I sleep and it comforts me and helps me sleep better >_<
She is she's lovely I love her so much i try o see her whenever I canm I spoil her somjch i can't lose her she's the one thing I haveleft to live for ikll o anything to keep her happy ivoe her i uiifkgngmm
Yeah, my plushie was there for me when I was upset and crying into it the day my dog was put down lol (btw I was fine the next day it was like a case of midnight depression 😭😭😭 cause I had to work and I didn't get time to say a proper goodbye she's in a better place happy as can be with a beautiful new body)
I'm sure you just living will make her happy ena, you just gotta think like that
I'm happy she's better it's good yousaved her from her suffering. I guess y living makes her hsppy maybe you too bbut jts such agony to live but idont want todiue either I just want ittostop
If you ever need someone to rant to pls let me know and I'll be there to listen
I wish I could stay to listen more and (hopefully) make you feel better I gotta hit the hay I'm really tired sorry ena,, hope you feel better I hope u can see ur gf tmr! Tell her I said hi if she doesn't still want me to blow up (she just a hater Splatoon is awesome) (also that's a joke)
Don't worry it's okau I better sleep now too if I need yoy iiwill message yu about it okay ? Thankyoy for your time though I hope you have a good night