and i dont like stimming infroint of others. its already embarrassing that i kick my feet on the ground in school but i need it to stay comfortable

idk why.people think faking disabilities and illnesses is cute or makes them different because its not fun idk why they think that it would be💀 like its not fun to want to kys every day and not fun to be failing classes and get kicked out of clubs and have only 1 friend at school like idk why they think it would make them so awesome

also i had a meeting today at school (i got to skip most of math to attend it) about like an iep for me and they kept calling my depression MAJOR depression disorder like geez chill cuz my drama workshop teachr was in the room and now she gonna know im not very jolly😭