I don't feel like I can really be credited as a nice person. I mean I'm an up-down emotional ***** who can't do anything right. It's difficult, I want to ****ing drop art altogether but I can't because it makes me genuinely so happy and without drawing I'd be miserable. I need to focus but it's getting harder and motivation is dropping like flies. I can do the work(except some math I don't get but refuse to bother anyone to help me) I just get distracted and stubborn. I also feel bad for my friends, they see more of me but at the same none of me, if that makes sense