And she said happy birthday and messaged me but i didnt see until 30 kinutes when i realized what time it was snd i didnt think she would text me because she doesnt have her phone but she used her computer and i didnt see and i feel so bad but i cant wake her also i literally cant she wont get the notification but ifeel really bad i told her sorry and usually the only time i can text her is late at night but thats also when im playing so im missing her texts because j wanna play stupid games so i have to stop playing as much i guess or regulste it

I think she was mad at me today i was talking and she was giving really dry responses and they seemed a little sarcastic but i kept talking because i dont know i thought i was interpreting it wrong but that was the same responses so i thinknj made her mad and then she left super quickly when i got done talking

Ok i told her sorry is it bad if i m trying not to think about it i feel bad because i probably hurt her feelings but i feel like crying and i ront want to cry this year on my ivehtday and it feels like ots my borthday already so i dont know if j cry im gonna be in a bad mood