and if one more person says that im too quiet or too loud i might actually lose it i dont understand my volume my friend said the other day that "youre super quiet but whn ur with u friends ur rlly loud" and she told me to quiet down and i felt so embarrased there was these girls next to me and i felt like veveryone was staring at me

everyone is so mean in school i dont want to be there i know that people are definitely shit talking me when im absent bc they do that with my friend but she says some questionable things sometimes and. idk a lot about her bc none of my friends irl tell me anything and just call me autsitic but its ok theyre still nice to me

why do people lie to me

what does that mean

like slam u into a table or smth