i dont know man im just too occupied to eat, ive got other things to do like nothing because thats all i do. i dont have a job. im failing classes. i dont do my schoolwork. my room is a mess. all i do is sit on the internet all day or draw. so why is eating so difficult for me? its not very hard for others to eat. so why me? it could be my meds, im not sure, but people always call me a stick or a twig or something like that. and i dont really care too much because thats the way its always been. ive always been deemed the weird skinny tall girl, that people call if they cant reach something. and i dont really care. but what really hurts is when i realize how different my body is. i didnt know i was different, after all i dont study other peoples bodies for a living. i thought the way i looked way just how any normal person looks. but i guess not. i always knew people wouldnt like me because of my personality and looks, but i never took at look at my entire body in a clear way.