ehhh its usually, as described by them, feeling very connected to something. Like your favorite animal but turned up to 11, to the point where you feel like you have a deep connection with that thing/animal (one can argue that this is exactly how i acted about cats as a young neurodivergent child hyperfixating, but...). Other than that i have no clue lmao. If someone can explain to me kinggender and get me to believe in it i will eat my hat