Made a realization that no matter how hard I try to be the friendly, older sibling on this site, who makes pretty good art, someone is better at that role than me and I don't draw anything that anyone here deems worthwhile. Haven't since I joined in 2017.

And that. No matter how hard I try to be civilized and friendly, someone is going to abuse it and then blame me for how our relationships turn out. And I hate that I feel like a mediocre artist and an even worse person.

Oh well. I suppose that is the role this site gave me.

Yuakako Yamagishi Dreams of Cinderella I should have known I was mentally ill when I found comfort in a yandere-type character