over the few days which was like 3 or 2 I don't remember I have been feeling very weird. I kept locking myself in my room and, read, things, so I have been quite silent and barely talk much and I drift of into space and thing obout, naughty things, I wanted to tell my friends but they would think im lying. I feel horrible and im struggling from grade and school, im also struggling to keep my health ok and then this thing comes up like every year for the past 4 years. ITS COMPLETELY HORRIBLE. I feel like I want something and I absolutely hate it. someone plz help me