no i haven't lost anyone recently but grief from a while back likes to kick me in the ass sometimes but thinking about the future is being a pain my cat's literally my ****ing sunshine, and the only real life friend and reason to live i have for ****'s sake, i got a stuffed animal clone of her made a shirt of her, my phone's background is her.. she's only 3 or 4, but cats don't live long lives and im ****ing scared.. i've ****ing broke into tears from this a couple times i don't know what I'd ****ing do without her.. i'd be more of a wreck than I already am.. i just dont ****ing know..

why the **** did a piece of vent art get more likes than something i put an hour or so of effort into?