K. I know this is going to sound whiny as hell, but I think it kinda happens to a lot of people?? Like, doesn't it just feel good to be in a relationship. Not to feel lonely. Have someone to cry to. Someone to whine to, and they won't call you a faggot. Isn't that feeling nice? Its just great, fuzzy, and warm. Kind of like smooth milk, with warm runny honey. You never want to walk out agressively, you just... stay? No matter how toxic it is your brain is so faded from the warm feeling, you think that is "love"? Pfft, but what do I know I'm just a VeloRaptor. ??