well.. im willing to do this.. actually i was kind of excited to do it.. so im fine with working a bit harder cause i know that you make me happy and well not many things do, so i wanna try my best to keep that little smile i have left and nurture it. its just if you are willing to. i just.... i dont know whether or not to trust your word... are you really willing to wait? i mean i get that you love me and i love you too but i dont see anything to really like about me.. and i dont want to end what we have.. i want to stay with you.. and well... my parents will eventually find out anyways... the faster i can get to you the less of a risk of me getting caught.. and collage has been a dream of mine... and my parents know that... also collage gives me an opportunity to meet you ^^ and depending on the situation is whether i stay or go... sorry im clingy and obsessive i know....

its just... everyday my urge to hug and kiss you grows stronger... i just want to be in you arms like a little lap dog... ha..

okie mami and im fineeeeeeeeee i WANT to do this. i was a straight a student last year in my old school what stops me at this new stupid rich school uwu nothing, that's what