I guess... uh. Well, tell me? How you feel, I mean

neither do I. Anything like how I tried to say it?

do you feel like we should still be together? I don't know-

same, do you have any ideas?

it isn't really a hardship though... I feel like such a jerk. I don't know what to do

well, do you think we... maybe need time apart for a while? I know this sounds, harsh, but It's my only idea

I don't like it either. I'm just not sure what to do, I know I've said it at least twenty times now but I'm really not sure. can you try to explain how you're feeling?

I feel like that a lot. I just- I feel like everything's different. But it's me. Sometimes, I feel like I've fallen out of love with you and others, I never wanna let you go and there are times where I'm just numb...

same. I don't wanna leave you though. But I do. I know it's painful to hear these words from me (probably) but they're what I've been holding in

I'm upset with myself for being honest though

I hurt you

sorry... I didn't keep it a secret for long though.

*sigh* this is what Kat was trying to get me to tell you. Did you two talk at all? (Yesterday? text?)

so... you did?

oh.

sorry

me neither. I'm afraid to make it worse

is there anything else you wanna/need to say? I feel like there's something not being said

agreed. I'm afraid to say much more

have you ever felt the same as me?

I'm afraid to hurt you. I don't want to but I want to leave

I'm pretty much torn

I'm glad I can trust you. And, yeah it's hard to talk about these things. I just want you to know, I never have any intention to hurt you

that's good. I just- what should we do? I know I've asked this but it's all so hard

me neither. I've always ben left, never left anyone. I don't have very much experience with these kinds of things, sorry. Should we decide what to do? now...?

well, actually I have a few questions because they've been bothering me lately

well, (because I've experienced this) have you fallen for anyone? Or, like, had a little crush on them or something? Truthfully, I have. But I never told them and got over it.

(is it bad that when I reloaded the page and that comment below scared me?)

Really? I never expected that- who?

actually, nvm. That doesn't really matter

The other one is; have you ever wanted to leave?

Alright. Do you need to ask me anything?

okay. Should we ask for advice?

who? I don't really wanna ask Hannah or Kat rn

if you don't mind.... I could help..

i just saw that and i was like "oh"

that'd be cool, Jay

so do you want me to help a little?

please

Ok I'm not trying to say ya'll should take a break I'm just saying maybe be away from each other *for as long as you want* would be beneficial... ( I know that will be hard but I believe it would be for the best) I would think about what you want from this relationship and what you want from each other. once you've decided that you want from the relationship I would talk to one another and see if your want's match up if they do then (hopefully) you could get a long nicely and if not you might want to talk to one another in real life....

And I've only been in one relationship so I'm sorry if this didn't help...

we did talk irl but we only see each other during lunch/recess

again you don't have to take my advice.

oh...

I mean, you have good advice. Just saying. I'm a turd ik :)

:) ty

np. Still, what should we do, really? I don't know how I feel anymore and everything's becoming more and more complicated

everything get's complicated sometimes *like with me and Tristin* but our relationship ended because of that hardship, and remember we are in middle school... not everybody is going to have so much comitment and it's hard to stick with your feelings i know this, i've delt with it but if you truly want this relationship to last fighting with the hardships is no easy task, but if you guys work together it might be easier...

sorry, but, I'm stuck between leaving and staying

sorry...

its okay but Kyrstal-cos what do you feel is best?

so it's a 50/50, I know this is cheap but i make my decisions by flipping a coin...

hmmm... :T

O-O what-

You have very good grammar.

Oh. Thanks