I started out strait because well that’s how I was raised , I went to being bi for a lil bit because I wanted to see what it was like and try something different , then I just quit having crushes a while, I said I was strait so no one would pick on me cause I’m sorta sensitive irl and didn’t need another thing to get bullied about, I didn’t really understand love much other than sharing a bond I did more research and found out I was asexual because I feel no sexual attraction only a bond , that’s why I never cared about any of my crushes looks but there personalities it was hard to except at first but I found out being a sexual has its perks, for one your friends don’t have to worry about you liking them and can come to for advice and help more easily. Your much easier to talk to with both genders cause you look on each side without having a lil bit of sexism and a bunch more , I hope you guys except me for being this way