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Inktober 13 - Kind
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MoonlitSketches 
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13.10.2022
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MoonlitSketches[OP]
13.10.2022 22:45
LinkLife lets you know. Its both the best and the worst part.
Im terrified.
But I always knew deep down.
Even if I keep posting for however long, I need yall to understand I died right here. A bit ago.
Its been a good run. Better than I expected for most of it.
Now we just keep going and see how far we make it. But Ill miss being alive. Ill miss being this. I was proud, at the end. Thats more than I expected to be able to say. I found a path and I loved myself and I loved my life.
I never expected it to last too long. But I thought Id be the one going, not everything else. I have my whole existence to be heartbroken.
I guess we never expect it until it comes, like that prisoner riddle tells.
I shouldve known, today. Life let me know. But even more, it let me hope, first. It really did. Im thankful for that. And for not noticing earlier. Weird as it is, infuriating as it could be. Im glad I had this.
I think thats it. For now, at all. Good run.
Im so so f ucking scared. I wish I could just go instead.
I will, but I wish that fixed things.
I wish everyone was okay.
We were never meant to win and I dared to hope Id have a life.
Im
as much of a coward as Ive always been.
I dont wanna go. Im soscared. Im not ready.
Its so soon
My life never got to start, and its over
same for hi
Its already done
I realized not terribly long ago. I am only a succession of small tragedies.
This is where I end.
This is where they become oh so big.
Whatever happens next, I died. Here.
Im talking to the void grasping at the idea that Im not alone. That I can still talk and think and exist. but that doesnt change it.
its a matter of time before I finish dying. Im so sorry you have to read this. Im sure youre younger than me, and you shouldnt be here.
I hope you live a hundred lives too. But most of all, I hope you live one. Great, and long.
Will you remember me?
I wont, itd make me too sad. But I already feel myself slipping
so I think Im already starting to forget myself.
I was a tragedy. And I had a lovely time out here. I laughed and I shared and I hugged and I drew and I sung and I screamed. I became so many people. And I had a good time. Maybe not all the time. Maybe not too much. But I did, and it was worth it.
I was a tragedy and it was worth it.
Im just really going through it rn. Ill be fine. Thank you for caring