Honestly , I realized how sad and hurt I was in the inside , I look in the mirror and finnallly saw the dark circles around my eyes and the sadness in my eyes , I couldn’t stand it. I started doing different breathing exercises , my gym does yoga every Friday and I started doing some on my own it really helps my body and makes me feel better, I’ve been practicing drawing in pen and different style to get better , I might be entering a art contest if I can get the painting Donne in time, I’ve been reading more and studying , trying t9 spend more time around family and friends , excepting that my mom might get mad at me and I when I do things I just have to shut up and take it , I’ve been trying to except myself for me , for the person I am flaws and all. Trying to figure out ways to stay away from depressed thought, and stuff along those lines that I dare not say. I’ve been trying to turn my life around, if I don’t I might just drive myself towards insanity and worse depression, thanks guys for hel