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The Statue And The Stone
Experience Tranquility XD
I wanna be an astronaut
binding of eve
yume nikki
part 1: the chase
lmt
by:
GodGamer007 
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10.11.2021
19 comments
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:06
LinkI really, REALLY didn't want to do this.
But I knew it was inevitable.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:07
LinkAlright, I got a lot to say here so stay with me on this.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:09
LinkBasically, on the day before my birthday last year, my mom had gotten arrested (I had thought, she wasn't) for a̶s̶s̶u̶l̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ... I don't wanna talk about it actually.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:10
LinkI literally wanted to die the next day.
And the day after that.
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GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:11
LinkI couldn't see her for about a month, until weekly visits started at one of my aunt's houses. It worked well... until she got upset again. No hitting though.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:12
LinkThis time... it broke me.
I waited a day.
Then a week.
A month.
2 months.
3.
Half a year, still nothing.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:13
LinkBy now I was almost done with 6th grade, and I was in-person too.
I started more supervised visits and it worked.
Thankfully, it still is.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:14
LinkI still want to just see her like literally any kid...
Literally anything a tad bit upsetting KILLED ME INSIDE.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:15
Link...but I'm still here.
I swear I'm not some emo Fortnite kid who got 2nd or shit.
This was the worst thing in my life.
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:16
LinkI miss her...
you can comment I guess...
(thanks RealJack you have an exception for earlier)
GodGamer007[OP]
10.11.2021 16:17
Linkimma take a break for a while...
see ya soon. :|
I see, I see how you wanted to die
But you need to remember
You don’t have to die, because if you overcome what makes you want to die
You’re stronger, stronger than anything that comes your way (anything negative, that is)
I’m glad that your supervised visits have been working, and remember
You can talk to anyone you trust, you don’t have to keep it to yourself
I see how it would be the worst thing in your life, that is really hard hitting
It’s understandable how you want to see her
(No problem dude)
I understand missing her, any kid would
Just know you’re not alone
Don't worry buddy. Your friends have your back. We understand. Feel free to reach out if you need to. Enjoy your break. Stay strong.