practice and form
5 comments
OliveDog[OP]
05.08.2024 07:04
Linkclaws to fingernails was simple. getting rid of the little tentacles was easy. learning to remove body parts is a simpler task than changing them entirely. ive gotten used to the nose. but the legs, thats a tedious one. it takes effort. to form them correctly in the first place, then to hold that takes energy. this will take time. this ones important. i dont have to get the details right most the time anyways at least, but if i want to fit into shoes i need to get used to keeping the shape. it aches after a while. feels like my legs are cramping and then i just have to give up, i cant go past that, it hurts too much. i need to practice more. its like working out a muscle, the more i do it the better i get and the longer i can. i dont really have to care about most the details at all with the coverage i have, but the legs cant be avoided, i have to get used to them.
OliveDog[OP]
05.08.2024 07:13
Linkbones are ****ed up man. why are humans and the like feet,,, like that. the ankle goes straight into foot, theres no space nothing, just foot. and that makes the rest of the leg so long to make up for it. its so strange. it feels so weird walking like this. its just all on the floor. this is messed up
OliveDog[OP]
05.08.2024 07:18
Linki know i need to practice holding it all at once at some point but i dont think i can yet. she keeps pushing me but she doesnt know what its like to bend bone and muscle and push flesh and blood and hold it for hours. i know she means well. i have to do it. theres no getting around it. but im tired. im hungry...
OliveDog[OP]
05.08.2024 07:28
Linkevery day its practice form, then practice reading, then practice maths and whatever... im not even sure she understands the maths.... i cant blame her... shes not a teacher, shes just doing her best with the books. i really am thankful, i love her so much... but i just feel hungry. she gives me food and she lets me hunt and i still feel hungry. i cant catch enough living like this, i need more, my body is slowing down without enough blood. i need it. not just the easy beasts. i need something big. im waiting for the next time she leaves for the surface, its soon. then i can take my time, go for something big. something strong. it has to be,, strong... in the magical way, that would fill me. i need to study my language more.... but i need to eat.