listen,, you dont need him ok? you have friends! i might not know you very much but what I've read is enough for me to help. i respect your pronouns and whatever you are, you are being attacked when you just wanted to be yourself. I will always be here. someone is out there for you! the events that happen here and just the rising action to your story! you will end with having an amazing husband OR wife that will cherish you! don't forget I'm always here <3

np! im always here for you to vent to, don't be afraid to ask