I don't really like myself I'm really mean to myself sometimes I don't know why

My social interactions are swell until I start being myself and then no one likes me *hangs myself*

Actually why do I care I forgot

9 year old me knew how to live life when people would hate on him he'd dab on the haters what am I doing with my life?

Just kidding he'd actually sob behind the screen for a bit and then do that Which is kind of funny now that I think about it I'm grinning slightly ahhh I charm myself!

There was this one time a boy moaned at me when I was walking to my apartment building cus there's 2 apartment buildings next to eachother and he was prob from the other one and like I didn't turn to look cause why would I Idk I just thought that if I ignored him he would shut the fucj up but he just kept moaning till I reached my building But my point is I still don't know who it is there's an imposter among us

I don't interact with my neighbors nor do I want to idk a few of them piss me off I mean like there's nothing wrong with them ig I just don't like living in an apartment complex

Idky I've been feeling like shit I've been doing things right like I finally have a routine now idk

I type that I check my discord notifications my friend just sent me a drawing of bisexual transgender tung tung tung sahur

Got a flipanimer on my fyp and I flinched like a wounded animal

Puts the gun in my mouth

Jk I don't wanna die yet

My determination to live is beyond me I don't even know why I want to all that life has ever put me through is BAD THINGS

All everyone does ever is objectify me and I can't even battle that I dread the day I go back into society cus that's when it was at its worsr I would prefer being abused online than having my boundaries constantly crossed irl by my classmates in primary school and I can't do anything about it

Wasn't even traumatic I just overreact over everything my brain is a beautiful thing

I die

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Cryhngh Ww ew I will forever love this disgustihfnthinfncopied 2 m y clip boa rd

Okay so I forgot to draw the peddles

That's abhorrent why did he think that was OK , the first time I tried to ride a bike I was 8-9 and my dad was helping me but I fell and spazzed out and decided I never wanted to do it again

I hope that in the future if you ever decide to ride a bike again it goes better than dat

I hate it when they hold the bike tbh it doesn't really help it just ruins balance and makes u freak out when u let go If you try again a sidewalk isn't always the best choice it's like 2nd best you'll want to learn how to turn aswell so I'd recommend a parking lot empty parking lot to get the hang of it idk u need lots of space to learn

I Have a little bell its fun

Bro yes

Ur so real idk where I'm gonna ride mine yet I don't wanna ride in my apartment complex parking lot cus its scary there

The kids outside scare me

That sucks so bad I love empty parking lots actually no I don't they make me feel like a hawk is gonna swoop down and kill me cus they're so big and empty

Yeah that's why I don't wanna ride my bike outside my apartmentn

I used to love geese so much even though they are evil sometimes me and my dad's friend went into a goose paddock and I found a goose feather and kept it but I don't think I have it anymore

Thats insane the should be near grass and water or something what are they even doing there , reminds me of the random seagull i saw jn our parking lot which it shouldn't even be anywhere near