Have yall ever missed someone so badly that you scream and cry every night and try to figure out why you did the dumb things you did and how to fix it?

I miss him so much I miss the calls every night I miss it when he would say I love you HDHDHAJAAJAJAHAJJQUWUEDUEUEUE8EI2JEBEBDYE7I2I23HEBEB3B3B3B3BEHEBJEIEISISISISISISISISISJEENJENENEJDUDYDY

IM SORRY WHY DIDNT I JUST TELL YOU THE TRUTH?? MAYBE IF I HAD TOLD YOU THE TRUTH MAYBE YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN EASIER ON ME AND MORE UNDERSTANDING I WAS JUST IS SUCH A BAD PLACE I DIDNT THINK ABOUT IT. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH FOR THE IDIOTIC THINGS I DID AND SAID. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE YOU. YOURE YHE REASON I WAS IN SUCH A BAD PLACE FRANCIS OR WHATEVER THE **** YOUR DUMBASS BAME IS NOW. I HATE YOU. I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING PAIN RIGHT NOW.

Go ahead, comment, if you're the asshole who like, comment I dare you 😊