eeeeeee feeling like shit to be honest. I never planed on being so attached to Him, but he just had to be a good person until he died and decided to blame it all on me for not being there. I feel like someone is stabbing into my skin with needles and then ripping it off creating craters in my skin. My lungs are being squeezed so I can't breath and my body hurts to the point of me not being able to move without unbelievable amounts of pain running threw me. I just want it to stop-

Im glad your here, even if you are not right by my side or anything like that. Its probably best we are not right next to one another anyway. I feel like I could just rip someone to shreds to be honest-

im e gonna sleep-