i think im starting to hate her slowly tho-- idfk i forget my feelings forget even more and then i turn to hating it and shit well i dont want to hate her or my feelings for her but once it starts its kind of hard to not feel upset or jealous or yk whatever

i really love her i do and i wish i was the only one and had her to myself but ig it just doesnt work like that we dont even talk much anymore i hate it i dont want to stop loving her