no= i watched a vid last night before sleeping and my brain makes things realistic its a sad vid

Look up on yt alan walker alone vs marshmello its about a lonly creature that kills everything it touches and it saw a deer with friends and wanted to be friends with them the creature started caring for the deer and they became friends when the deer went back to its friends to introduce the creature the other deers ran away the deer got sad and put its nose in the creatures hands and the creature hugged the deer killing the deer

and since my brain likes making things real i was the creature and someone i care for deeply was the deer

mhm- ill try