I wanna kms- Arugh. I won’t but I want to. It’s fine. Just the last time I was called a talentless stupid ugly good for nothing fat rat was in second grade. Arugh. And telling me that I have the worst characters- Not on fa. No. not there. But wow people were inconsiderate today. People bullying people- people trying to stand up to people- RPG games am I right…. Arugh

But no. No one cares. I’m practically invisible. My friends are slowly disappearing. Either they shattered my trust and I’m trying to put it back together and failing or they simply can’t talk. Or won’t talk. Rumors. Those looks of- oh stay away from her- are back. I hate this. I hate myself. School. Games. Home. No where is safe. Except here. But people aren’t always online who I would talk to. Like now