This is a sickening feeling I get around you, I have not another choice but to call it love as you are the only one who makes me feel this way. It's like you and I are the same but you are different in a more perfect way, whereas others give me nothing, like a shell that you cannot use unless you come up with reason. This means you are not useless, like a brand new pair of shoes, but you cannot fall in love with a brand new pair of shoes because it is material, you are something else, you are a beam of light. Something that gives me something, something that brings me joy. You make me feel alive and human, you make me want to be alive and human. I hope I make you feel the same, I hope that you and I are the same.