fellas if ur like me just blame it on bpd! simple! did you punch a toddler in the face? "Sorry thats my mental disorder!" Now you get pity points and the toddler has to apologize, not you!

but in all seriousness i hate pity man stop looking down on me plsss dont look down on me and talk down to me like i am stupid i stg the school counselor does this its so annoying like bruh this effects emotions not smarts

bruh i hate how i feel these things so much more jealousy- now holy shit do i feel this emotion and it sucks emotion that is unnamed- a mix of dread and unworthiness anxiety/stress- i dont feel this as much as everything else, but still more than i think i should wanting to punch someone- self explanatory and my wall DOES have a hole in it from this shit

why is hurgle burgle just so pleasant i love saying hurgle burgle idk why but i love it hey lets make a list of stress relieving words (more like gibberish) 1. Hurgle Burgle 2. Spagerdur 3. York 4. Gargle Bargle 5. Dagnabbit

me: doo doo doo *walking around* confrontation: hey there me: OH SHIT OH **** OH GOD OH LORD ISHAJABHAHA

me when someone i like talks to another person for 0.01 seconds: betrayal. we are no longer friends. i hate you me ten minutes later: HEY BEST BUDDY OLD CHUM OOD PAL

Im making this look better than it actually is no guys bpd sucks

might as well make this an about me thing i am genderfluid but tend to stick with male idk why but sometimes i will go "hm i wanna be weman" and sometimes i go "**** genitals!" which is true genitals are made to **** weird bit here so like i tend to be gay/lesbian for whatever i am yeah im pan but heavy preferences so when i feel male (often) i am more attracted to males and when i feel female i am more attracted to females as nonbinary i am more ace-ish? there's other things i feel sometimes but i cant explain those well? idc if u misgender me on accident but sometimes ill feel bad but most of the time i wont