So I made a friend not too long ago during P.E and she was nice to talk to a nice way for the time to pass since I don't have any other friends in that period

But she's recently been pushing my God damn buttons and Istg if I hear one more stupid thing come from her mouth I'm gonna blow

It started off as me just getting mad at how much she questioned me or questioned me in a way that was kinda insulting for instance when she said oh can you draw me? And i started and she went "What is that!"

Not that bad, so then one day when we were running the track being timed I started running full speed ahead baby! And she tripped and fell now I don't respond well in these types of situations so I kinda just asked if she was ok and did nothing else in a panic which I get is bad and stupid but then the next few day she just keeps shoving it in my face that it's my fault she fell or that I tripped her or something when I didn't even touch her and when I proposed the idea that she tripped on her own footing from going to fast she said "Yeah like I'm that clumsy" literally anyone clumsy or not can trips from running to fast like come onnn

Gonna take a break from ranting to put up clothes

Even more recently I wore a skirt to school and I was super excited to wear a skirt to school cause I hadn't done it before and skirts make me super happy and make me feel good but when I went to my freind she was like "why are you wearing plaid?" In a judgey way and I jsut ended up saying because I wanted to and she was like "but wHy??" And then the next day I wear my normal stuff cause it was cold and she goes "Oh good your wearing a jacket again the plaid was weird" I can tell you that night I cried myself to sleep because I was so happy to wear that skirt and all it did was get me torn down

God I'm so stupid I cry over everything

Anyway next point Today we had a choice day and she asked me what I wanted to do I said walked the track and she said no and proposed some ideas and I picked one I liked but when we went to go do it she stopped and kinda decided she didn't want to do that anymore without saying it I grabbed a volleyball she said it was bad and grabbed another and threw it at me I had my hands in my jacket so I didn't catch it and yet another insult later she grabs it and throws it again this time at my face to which I respond with throwing it back at her but in the chest and when I did that she got mad I'm guessing because when I tried to start catch with her she didn't catch and when I asked her what she wanted to do she wanted nothing so I asked her if she wanted to stand on the wall because she was going to do it before but she said no so I went to stand on the wall and watched her stand alone in the middle of the court and later she got bored and decided to stand on the wall opposite from my side.

I stood on the wall for 15 minutes throwing a ball up in down

All of this angers me but the skirt part legit makes me wanna cry when I think about so I don't wanna think at all I don't wanna see her face I don't want to talk to her I don't want to make any irl friends any more becuase I either get separated from them or they just don't care about me at all and see me as a back up if they don't have anyone else to talk to actually this is the first time I've ever gotten this mad at a friend and from this I've realized I'm too much of a scaredy cat to confront them about what's upsetting me

I know that this whole rant is stupid and there is worse going on in this world but I'm just stupidly sensitive so I get easily mad and sad

THESE PE GIRLS GIMME GIMME

Yep Ty ^^

Alright planning on wearing a skirt as soon as it gets warm again!

Ty :>