Why did you delete your Plz read anim? I was trying to help and post something when it said 404 not found. R u ok? And don't just say im fine!! I know how this works and is SUCKS!!! So heres a quote i found. And its for u "You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that you left so tired the night before, and that, my love, is bravery." ~Author unknown Your amazing in your own way. and i do know what it feels like. It stings. I can't go to sleep, be happy, or not stress. But you can fight. And my old friend betrayed me too. They hated that i was asking for help for my promblums. Fight that demon. You can do it.