im so sorry about your past experiences, i wasn't aware of them and i apologize if ive ever resurfaced them by complimenting your art style. i understand how it can be hard being reminded of it every time you make art, and thats really tough to deal with. you've probably heard this tip for changing your artstyle a ton before, i usually like to find elements from other peoples artstyles that i like and implement them into my own. if u want i can recommend some artstyles that i think youd like! and you definitely have improved. yes, atm you may not be motivated enough to make higher quality art, but that reflects a lack of motivation, not skill. but just drawing anything will improve your art, even if only by a small amount. ofc, if you want to improve faster, you can do studies and exercises, but unfortunately, sometimes youre just not motivated to do art. and art should be fun! so draw what u want, and if youre stuck, try something different. and as always, im here if u ever need someone to talk to