1. I scratched and smashed my exs car 2. I stabbed a kid with a pencil (not brutally but could've gotten used or shit for it) 3. I cheated many times with my exs and my current bf and admitted it but they stayed because they love me too much 4. I hit myself because I hate myself 5. I scream and throw tantrums when I dont want the shit I want 6. I yell and manipulate my boyfriend alot 7. I threaten my boyfriend I'll kill myself if he leaves or anything 8. I cut myself many times and start laughing when I show my boyfriend (I cringe most of the time thinking of it) 9. I mostly rip stuff when I'm mad 10. I show my boyfriend gore I made him cry because the way i am 11. I bit my brothers hair off when I was like 10 12. I got so mad at my mom I hit her and she hit me back (daddies anger issues) 13. I'm mad crazy over sex I love sex idk if that's crazy