My family scares me sometimes
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XxL00s3erxX 
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10.05.2021
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XxL00s3erxX[OP]
10.05.2021 02:36
LinkQuick backstory; My brothers have major anxiety and depression so they can get crazy sometimes. Like one time, my brother Ryan tried to kill my dad with a pocket knife.
My brothers are throwing things and kicking things and screaming down stairs. I'm blasting music threw my headphones and crying y drawing
It is indeed!
I know(I think I know) They'd never hurt me because they are the best people in the world when it comes to being an overprotective-strong-kind-human. But they still give me anxiety attacks at made me have this weird thing where if someone even lifts their hands I flinch-
Oh man..
Maybe try showing them to stay calm, and they’ll get out of the household when they’re old enough
I’m not that great at giving advise anymore because a lot of people don’t take it, and they just say I don’t help. :(
They are old enough
One is 19, the other is 20, the other is 23, the other is 25 but he doesn't do these tantrom thingies
I think they're leaving now. Apparently, it sounded like it was downstairs but it was really in my back yard and they were just putting my porch stairs back together :>
Nuuuuu
Plus, you wouldn't be able to hurt these badass bros of mine uwu
Babe-
They are all around 6'4 (One is 6'7) and they are all rlly buff
like- they are attractive o>o
(I sound gross saying that lmao-)
And some of them have played Football and made a lot of people fall over and whine lmao
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im just gonna act like i havnt just read the hurtful things tonight but now we know baby...ilym....gn i love u *gives kiss on forhead then holds u* pls dont change just bc im being a big baby....its just u make me sound like im a big sissy and i didnt know u liked eboys so much or i wouldnt of hated on it....i just dont like the styles that r always used for eboys...like i dont like th big dangly cross earings they hurt my ears and bug me bc i have sensitive ears...i dont like the striped shirts i always see them wearing...i dont like the attention hog ones like alot of the crap i see eboys do makes me hate em...if i wouldve known u thought they were so hot and that ur brothers were hot i wouldnt of said the crap i did im sorry but i love u more then ull ever know and it hurts me to say this im almost in tears rn bc i dont wanna hurt ur feelings or make u think i think ur weird ik when u say ur brothers look good ur not saying it like u wanna be with them ur just saying they look good.....ik im too much for-
-u and that ur not ready to handle me but baby i love u so much pls stay with me ill do ANYTHING for u i love u so much plus ur the only one who sees all sides of me and the only one who will save me from myself...i want u and i hope u want me too bc those days were i gotta go without hurt i feel like the world is over like ur never coming back bc thoughts get all up in my head but u come back and show ur not leaving...i just wish that ull show/say u love me and thats all i want when u read this i dont want u going through and getting mad or trying to say anything else if u truly love me ull see im tired and having a rough day and ull just show/say how much or that u just love me honestly at this point even a hug from u would make me the happiest man alive....ilysfm baby pls dont forget that...
also can i get a pic from u? i really wanna see ur face but ive looked so much at that one that i want a new one.....i wanna see u smiling and looking like ur happy....u dont gotta tho, i feel that everytime i ask u for a pic i force u to give me one....i dont wanna force u and i dont want u to give me another if u dont wanna its okay i understand if u dont not everyone wants to give pics to ppl its okay if u dont wanna baby i just want u to lay in my arms let me hold u and tell me u love me so i can tell u how much ily