Sometimes I think a I never good enough for anyone. Sometimes I think my family does love me and I do.. But I think I am a bad kid to my parents and I think my brother hates me. Sometimes I think I'm just an annoyance to my friends and cousins.

Sometimes I think of hurting myself or ending it all.. And I think that why was I born.. I try to make people around me and people on ere feel better. I say that they were born for a purpose. And that was to be yourself and to be want you want to be.. I can't stay positive forever.

And I think I don't deserve love. And I think I am not good enough for my gf.. For anybody. I'm sorry for venting. Its just hard. Even the stuff out in the world that's happening it making me so stressed..