I stopped in the middle of the road twice today on the drive to school I think I just subconsciously wanna die but nobody hit me so maybe it isn't meant to happen today

Hiw did I not get a ticket or something how did I even manage to get my liscense

And my parents keep talking abt me getting a gun liscense it'd like they want me gone

Oh yes soenone asked for my number today again heck yay!

I hate myself so much I need everyone to love me I need everyones approval even if I don't care about them to make up for what I'm lacking thats probably why my mom using a slightly more bored tone with me this morning made me relapse it's cuz she freaking doesn't want me anymore and wishes she got a pet insteaddddddd

I used the wrong emoticon

Scratch that I don'tcare if everyone hates me I only need 1 person to love me and I'll be fine ;-; it wasn't even about my mom idc abt anyoen else im sorry I'd rather be normal thn put anyone through this

Scratch that I don'tcare if everyone hates me I only need 1 person to love me and I'll be fine ;-; it wasn't even about my mom idc abt anyoen else im sorry I'd rather be normal thn put anyone through this