A baby?
What do you mean?
You're a strong and independent human being and you can do anything you want, because you're cool like that >:3
That's why you're my kiddo =w=
That doesn't mean you're a baby or a wuss
Your brain is just trying to tell you to wait a lil longer, don't worry ;o;
I think it's good that you knew you weren't ready. Just give it time. <3