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OkAy- so as you may or may not know I am apart of LGBTQ+ I am FTM transgender, genderfluid, and demisexual :D ANyway I have came out to my parents, they make me very confused if they accept it or not.. Example: my family has LGBTQ+ but they accept that and leave it be. But when it comes to me they do but don't accept me, which confuses the **** out of me. Another Example that just actually happened: I want Acrylic nails like my mother, and she said that i can remeber that but bot other things ( i have very poor memory skills) and THEN proceeded to say that if i wanted to have those type of nails i have to figure out if i want to be a boy and have painted nail. I didn't want to have yet another arugment wabout that or LGBTQ+ again, so i kept quiet. BUT LIKE THE ****ING HELL?! im so freaking confused and pissed rn, about this like what?