also im scared he's going to leave for no reason I hav eno reason to think this I just dont want 2 b alone idk it's a feeling

I am so sick of myself

anyways,

I love him so sos os sos much please dont leave I SHOULD MAYHAPS TALK TO MY THERAPIST ABT ABANDONMENT ISSUES

I just need to be comforted but i am not going to ask or vocalize abt that bc idk why it makes me feel so icky to burden sum1 and I dont want him to be sick of me im clingy enough as is and I feel like he doesnt like me already WHICH I HAVE NO REASON TO HE LITTERALLY IS DATING ME AND SAID HE LOVES ME SO LIKE??? WHY AM I LIKE THIS?? I trust him with like my life so yahhh this doesnt make sense B maybe stfu IM SO WHINY HHH

slay

maybe i am the problem

i just need to be reassured b ut im too scared to ask bc what if I'm annoying him and also what if i dont like the answer

I cant use emojis anymore Im ending it all

normalize taking ur anti-depressants B