a thing for later
by:
AtschoolIG 
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17.05.2021
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AtschoolIG[OP]
17.05.2021 17:07
Linkdont pay attention to this, its not important! i just need it for something later.
"well, well, well. i don't believe this. Fynn Karl McMuller, alive and in the flesh?" i clutched his hands tighter, the voice that rang from behind me only confirmed my suspicions. it really is him. "tapio, i'm so sorry. I tried to save him, I really did." tears streamed down my face as i stared at matti's face, he looked so doll-like. I could feel a slender, boney hand caressing my back. I looked up to see Tapio staring down at me. He looked so different, I wouldn't have recognized him if I hadn't heard his voice. "its ok, he'll be just fine!", he slung his arm over my shoulders, "my veli is pretty strong, you know!" he smiled at me with his bright, wild grin. something was different this time, he almost looked scared. but as a river boy, i knew better. we all knew one thing, and that was, tapio korhonen never got scared. I looked back down at Matti, his beautiful eyes still as blue as ever. his eyes, the same ones i fell in love with ten years ago and the same ones i'm still in love with now.
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They looked so dull and empty, his clothes were blood stained. his breathing slowed almost to a stop and his hand felt cold. Seeing him like this made me remember Klaus, it broke me. I fell to my knees and began to sob while I held his soft hand to my face. "Matti, bitte. ich liebe dich. verlass mich nicht." I mumbled as I cried louder. I could feel his bed shift as he moved close to my ear. his warm breath on my skin made me shiver but the tears kept flowing, never stopping, like the river. "minäkin rakastan sinua. jatka taistelua, vaikka et usko. jatka taistelua, minulle." he whispered as he rested his head on my shoulder, his body finally went limp. i shook him, i desperately shook him. "matti! matti wake up! tapio, go get a nurse!" I hate this war, I despise it, but I'll keep fighting. i'll keep fighting for him. I'll fight and I'll suffer and I'll win. i'll fight, until it drowns me.
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