You know, I spent alot of time on this hair... I spent the time I could be Jerking off, and the time I could've been petting my dog, and the time I could've been playing video games, on this hair.. I spent my time.. I spent my time and effort onto this hair on my head the head on which i think.. the head on which I think of aspiring ideas that could change lives. The hair was something beautiful ontop of something magnificent.. I wish you all could've seen it, I wish everyone in the world could have seen the very thing I spent sweat  and tears, and dandruff on... the thing I spent time on. You know its pathetic to cry over it but to be honest what else do I have to cry about.. I've lost everything but I still have this hair.. im choosing to sleep, im choosing to ruin this hair.... why am I doing this... I love it yet im hurting it, im going to lay on that pillow for my own enjoyment and im going to ruin it..