i want to apologize to everyone. all my friends, family, my boyfriend, people i hate and the people who arent here anymore because of me. ive hurt you all. i failed. i messed up, big time. and im sorry. i own you all my life. so, you can have it. im tired of hurting all the time, im tired of hurting people all the time. im tired. i just want to relax, y'know. living is so stressful. i cant do it. not anymore. ive had enough time here. i know no one will remember me and i dont mind. id prefer it that way actually. please, dont be upset by this. im doing it for all of you! im giving you a chance to be happy, to be free of me. this will make everything better. i promise i have more to say but no one will see this so it doesnt matter. goodbye everyone, it was amazing to meet you all!